Dead. Commited Suicide. Gone. Forever.

So, she died on August 7th, 2010.
She commited suicide.
A note was left on her desk, "This is something I need to do, for myself. Thanks to the few people who cared about me, I love you. Hope to see you soon."
and thats it.
 Everyone who knew her misses her, no dobut. She was an amazing person, friend, everything. And it has been rough without her, and it will always be, but she is out of her misery now. I'm sorry I haven't been no in soo long, its been so hard, without my best friend. She was everything to me. But, now she is gone. And the thing is, is that she invited me over the night she commited suicide, but I had work to do, if I had hung out with her, she would have been here for a little more time. I am not saying she would not ave done it, but she would have postponed it. Or, maybe I would be with her, we had talked about doing it together, but that was a while back. Well, either way, it wouldnt have ended this way. Ughh, i hate myself for it. I Love You Jessica. R.I.P 

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deleted_user
deleted_user

I\'m sorry.
deleted_user
deleted_user

oh girlie im so so sorry :(
deleted_user
deleted_user

I\'m sorry to hear.
Just think.. she is at peace now. She is no longer in pain.
deleted_user
deleted_user

I am So So SO incredibly sorry for your loss.. : (
deleted_user
deleted_user

so sorry to hear about your friend. Please do not blame yourself . When someone plans to kill themselves I would assume it is a long thought out process. Please hang in there and try to learn a lesson from her passing- maybe in the end it will help you overcome some of your issues. HUGS!!!
therandomgirl268
therandomgirl268

thanks guys... i know its just gonna take a while for me to get over her passing...