Dead
Yes---as the title says---I am already dead---they just haven't cremated me yet.
This year, like alll others has been Hades!!!
I lost my Mom, (heck I am still grieving my father) my Pit Bull who was my buddy-I lost recently---I have NO family now---none that I claim or speak to-I had a yet another so-called girlfriend treat me like feces---many people fear death---I welcome it!!!!! The problems of this life end then.
In driving the interstate daily---EVRY time an 18-wheeler passes me---I have this overwhelming urge to swerve left in front of him---I know he would not be hurt----but that may be the quick way out
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Ouch upon ouch upon ouch. . .
It is not even close to true that the driver or any of the surrounding drivers will be unhurt if you swing in front of that 18-wheeler.
Hope you find a better way to deal with this grief. Hope healing happens here.
I'm so sorry to hear that you've been through so much loss in your life lately. That's really rough. I hope you'll be okay.
But please don't harm yourself. You're still here because we need you. I need you. Your other friends need you. We all still care very much about you.
I hope you'll let us support and through this. I hope you can heal and cope here.