Death

Yesterday, I lost another Great Friend a True Hero; my Doctor who has been my doctor since 1994 had a Massive Heart Attack over the weekend and died.  I have grown to Love my Doctor from the very first visit I knew he was the kindest and the most gentlest person anyone could ask for in a doctor, he truly cared for his patiences, listened to them and heard what they had to say, he never rushed his patients out the door no matter what it was he would stay there until the problem was solved or until all the questions or problems had been addressed, he truly saved my life countless of times I can't even count on my hands and toes how many times he has been there doing everything he could to save me and as you see I'm still here today.  If he couldn't take care of the problem he would send me to the top specialist to help me.  I loved my doctor after having a great doctor for so many years who knows you inside and out who has stuck with you in the good times and the bad, a true physician who believes in God and shares that and shows that with each and every patient, friend, Nurses, other Doctor's.  He was my hero and I am so deeply sadden I don't know what to say I don't know what to do, my mom and I are just devastatd, I just don't understand why God wanted him home so early I know we aren't supposed to question God but I truly believe that God gave us those feelings for a reason and I also believe that God can handle us being angry, sad, asking why HE would do such a thing, it's natural thing to do.  Not only am I sad of lossing such a great friend, and doctor but with all of my several medical conditions that need to be monitored every two months I'm afraid of what may happen I don't know how that is going to turn out who will be my doctor now, who will refill my prescriptions who will look after me?  It scares me to death.  why Lord? Why why Why

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moonwater
moonwater

I just got the message you sent me about your doctor yesterday. I\'m so sorry. I know how highly you though of him and how well he treated you. I also understand how scary it is to have to find a new doctor. I\'ve seen far too many who just didn\'t give a hoot. I don\'t know what I would do if I suddenly had to find a new one. I\'m not sure if the clinic I go to is covered under your plan, but I can give you my doctor\'s name if you\'re interested. I know any change is going to be a hard one, but at least it would be someone you know can be trusted with similar medical issues.
KRLLONG
KRLLONG

Thanks I know you would only send me in the right direction, I wish the clinic would except my insurance. But it doesn\'t Pray I can find someone who is open minded and will listen to his patients. Patients really do know there own body\'s.