dday

Tomorrow it will be one year since my world came crashing down around me.  One whole year. how can that be? 
All I really want to do is crawl into bed and cry myself to sleep.

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caseyk
caseyk

Hang in there and stay strong. *hugs*
pinkpony66
pinkpony66

Do you need to talk? I can send my number. I\'ve been through that low point and came back.
Gabrielle48
Gabrielle48

Oh Kansas, you are very depressed and have been for a while. I am sorry. I wonder some things. Is there more your H should be doing? It is his responsibility to heal you. There is something he should read if he is not.

Do you think you are depressed because of a frustration that has no where to go? No good way to address the issue without further frustration?

Are the two of you still in counseling?

It seems quite certain that things have stalled and your needs to heal are not being met and you are forced to live with the frustration and it isn\'t working for you. You need help. Do it for your kids. Don\'t be afraid to go as far as taking meds for a while or some other more intense form of therapy.

I have a feeling it goes back to unresolved issues that you don\'t have a good way to deal with. Festering infections that never got healed. It may not be easy but those wounds may have to be cleaned out.

Ugh....so sorry
Gabrielle48
Gabrielle48

Call Pinkpony.....stat!