Days of \"MY\" life
What a way to start off a journal. Things are totally chaotic in my life right now. I'm not sure how many times I have been reduced to tears today. I'm not going to post much but I thought perhaps if I wrote something down I would feel a bit better. I'm going thru trails as a result of giving up my secure life to help one of my "adult children about 4 yrs. ago and finally she stands up(is able now to prosper as a result of me helping her out) and drops me as if I were her worse enemy. I know this is just one of the trials and tribulations folks go thru and yes this too shall pass but it still hurts like hell. Welllll anyways I will be back hopefully with a more positive attitude.
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It is good to come here to your journal to say anything you want to, you dont have to be positive if you dont feel that way. We all vent her quite often.
I am so sorry your \'child\' treated you so badly, after you being so generous, that must hurt very much, I would be hurt I know. Maybe you have leaned a lesson. I hope very much you will feel better, and in future be careful.
love, jazzy x0x
Jazzy my friend you are absolutely right. I have certainly learned a lesson. By the grace of God I have been able to stay right here where \"I \" want to be. I have in my latter yrs been to trusting of others with my life. I am making \"Me\" secure and do not worry anymore about them. I can\'t afford to give of myself and get nothing in return, selfish .. maybe but I won\'t let ungrateful folks hurt me again no matter who they are. Respect only cost effort.
I thank you from my heart for caring and stopping long enough to say so .. Have a good day and be blessed.
ps. ty for the hug.