Days of \"MY\" life

What a way to start off a journal. Things are totally chaotic in my life right now. I'm not sure how many times I have been reduced to tears today. I'm not going to post much but I thought perhaps if I wrote something down I would feel a bit better. I'm going thru trails as a result of giving up my secure life to help one of my "adult children about 4 yrs. ago and finally she stands up(is able now to prosper as a result of me helping her out) and drops me as if I were her worse enemy. I know this is just one of the trials and tribulations folks go thru and yes this too shall pass but it still hurts like hell. Welllll anyways I will be back hopefully with a more positive attitude.