Days Later

So, many days later... still at Bristlecone. I know everything now, and I don't mind being there by myself anymore. Today is Father's Day. I relapsed. Badly. All this week I've struggled with my eyebrows and lashes. My streak ended, and I think it's because I do the same thing everyday again. I'm also upset about my sister. I've been so excited about moving away and starting a new life. But I fear that my sister will not be there with me. I think that is what initially made me relapse. I still have lashes on my left side, but for how long? My eyebrows are thin again, and I have no lashes on my right side. My hair looks great though! I just ordered a set of black Jamaican castor oil products, but now I will not allow myself to use it until my brows and lashes grow back again. I would love to see my best friend when our schedules allow it. But not until I look the way I want to. I will have to wait a couple months yet. I think Linda at work stresses me out as well. I have to surround myself if happy people if I am to stay in control. Lord, give me the strength and will to overcome this.

6/21/15