Days go by....

Today seems to be a little better. I cant help but get annoyed with everyone around me complaining about any little thing about their little ones. I dont think they understand how very lucky they are each and every day to see their smiling faces. I know it sounds crazy but hearing all this seriously makes me annoyed, I hope things get better for me i don't know how much longer I can hold up. I know I need to at least try and get on with my life but how can I when it seems like Ill be the only one who will ever remember my little one.