Day... who knows. almost a month

I am exhausted as I write this so it won't be long. The past few days have been real tough. I miss my Dad so much. Its hard to grasp that he doesn't exist anymore. Its so hard to wrap my head around. I also find myself questioning what happens after we die more than ever. I could be watching tv and it will pop into my head. 
Anyway, I am sad. I miss him like crazy. I love him so much. And sometimes it feels like no one loves their dear daddy like I do. I really really really hope he's with me. I hope to see him again.