Day Three

  Well, I haven't heard a word from him for three days now.  I'm sure he's fine, but I wish I would hear something!  Anything!  Just to know how he is!  I thought by now I would have heard from his Mom, but, nothing!  Am I being unreasonable?  He is after all my husband!  I know I sent him to them for help and I do trust that they are doing all they can for him, but, I love him so much!  One thing I do not miss, is coming home from work to the unexpected.  I KNOW he isn't sitting here, stoned and trying to hide it, I KNOW he isn't going to be late picking me up, I KNOW there are no more excuses waiting for me!   I have started to do small things for myself.  I started doing a pole dancing class two weeks ago, just before all of this came to a head and a friend and I are going to join a Boot Camp class this week.  All of this will help me meet my goal of feeling better and be healthier!