Day Seven

This is the first day that I had an actual "urge" to drink.
I was about to perform in front of an audience, and I thought about how a shot would "steady my nerves."  Which of course is not really true.  It dulls the senses, and actually makes one less coordinated - which is NOT what I needed.
I quickly let it go . . . but it was an interesting insight into my alcohol problem . . .