day one twenty eight

working hard to stay positive.  i've had a bit of personal turmoil, i talk about it on my blog but really don't feel like getting too far into it again here.  
justanotherwastedday.blogspot.com/2014/02/some-days-i-hate-life.html
but it still irks me.  
pain wise i'm not doing to well.  i feel like i'm not as fatigued as i used to be.  i feel like i'm sleeping a bit better at night.  i still like to nap once in a while, but it's not like a necessity every day like it had been.  my hips still hurt more than i'd like, and my shoulders are getting worse.  it doesn't just feel like the joint though - the muscles hurt too.  so i'm not sure if i'm sleeping weird or hurt myself or the pain is radiating or what the hell to think.
my hands and wrists are still probably the worst.  enbrel doesn't seem to be making a difference, but it's only been 9 weeks.... right?  i mean, i should give it some more time.  my rheumy wants to switch me in like 3 weeks.  that's only 3 months.  i feel like that might not be long enough.  can it take longer?  will my insurance even cover something else this soon?
i have so many questions, and none of them are easily answered.