day ninety

the day started out good - relaxing morning with cartoons and my husband.  went to do some laundry, ran to the store, started feeling off.  really foggy, sad, like vertigo.  i took a nap and work up and still felt horrible.  i couldn't figure out why.  
my joints are super painful today.  but this isn't related to ra.  it didn't feel like it.  i just don't feel right.  we have plans to meet a friend for dinner tonight and i really didn't want to cancel.  i thought maybe taking a shower would make me feel better so i got in the shower.
for some reason, i started thinking in the shower.  standing there, dizzy and woozy and depressed, i realized something.
i hadn't taken my antipsychotic medication last night.
i take it every night at bed time.  i take it into bed with me with a glass of green tea.  last night i specifically took my methotrexate into bed with me.  i did not take my antipsychotic.
within 14 hours of missing my dose, i felt like hell.  i've heard about the withdrawal effects of this medication being horrible, but wow - that was quick.
i took my pill about an hour ago and am waiting to feel better.  i hope it happens soon.  i also took a b vitamin complex my hubby has.  i've read online that can help with the withdrawal effects.
here's hoping the rest of the evening goes well.