Day Five - Six
not doing very good at all...... my best bud is here for the weekend..... I know im a looser now...only took about 5 minutes in the "man cave" garage to crack a beer with him..... bad news is im a looser..... good news is we had a blast being together this weekend..... now im thinking i need to look at this as my last farwell party..... time to get down to business now....... GOD please help me do this...... leaving for Arizonia tuesday morning to enter a detox/rehab center...... got to do something ......
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Hi....
You are NOT a loser!!! You are someone that has a problem - a long-running one that started when you were a child. That makes me sad (but I can relate) and it sounds like you are very hard on yourself.
Please continue to post and get support here. It is a great group of folks......
I think it\'s AMAZING that you are going to go to rehab. YOU CAN DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HUGS
Jen