Day 8 and its Great...

Finally, I give myself a break from the madness...  Just got back from vacation and I still have Alex for 4 more days.  Her cousin called and wanted her to spend the night.  My oldest was leaving for town so she took her over to cousin's house.  Yep... first thing that popped in my head ***I can go to the casino*** NO NO NO.... I immediately started talking myself out of it.  Wasn't easy, but for the first time, I did it.  I overpowered my own brain.  This gives me hope.  If I did it once, I can do it again.   I have hope.......