Day 7 - First Day Off sober
Today was my first day off since Day 1 and it has been the toughest day by far for me. I planned on staying busy all day but halfway through the day I had some funny turn in my mood. I started to constantly think about having a drink and was even thinking of grabbing the vodka out of the black bin which I threw out last week. I felt really depressed for hours.
Starting from the begining has definetley reminded me of how tough these first few weeks are and how much energy I need to put into this to focus. Im not going to let this beat me again. I did so well last time and I intend to do better this time. IM NOT GOING BACK TO THAT CRAPPY LIFE...I wouldnt even call it living to be honest though.
Starting from the begining has definetley reminded me of how tough these first few weeks are and how much energy I need to put into this to focus. Im not going to let this beat me again. I did so well last time and I intend to do better this time. IM NOT GOING BACK TO THAT CRAPPY LIFE...I wouldnt even call it living to be honest though.
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