Day 5 of New Goal

Still pull free, but I don't really feel proud because my hair's too short for me to really want to pull anyway. Haven't cut any strands, either.
Still not feeling too good about my hair. Sad that my hair is taking so long to grow out. Annoyed beyond belief at myself. Apprehensive about what family and friends will think. Miserable at the thought that it'll still be ages before my hair looks anywhere decent.
I really wish that I could be happy with how I look when I stare into a mirror; that I wouldn't cringe every time I see my hair; that I wouldn't turn green with envy and misery whenever a woman flounces by with perfect, long thick hair. I wish I could stop my obsession with my hair. I wish I could feel good about myself. I wish I could feel attractive. I wish I wish I wish.
Frustrated.