Day #5

So, this morning was tough as I awoke to my family feeling anxiety and stress over the financial situation I put us all in.  That wasnt easy to go through.  Last night, we sat down and made a plan for how we could indeed get through the physical stuff (the tangible dollars) and all looks to be possible, without too much pain.  

No, I have to live it.  I have to take what I have created and be transparent and honest and forthright about it daily.  No more hiding although that would make things so much easier.  Just being honest, the hiding through lies was easy - although the stress of lying was damaging to myself, even when people didnt know the truth.

Honesty is a scary thing.