Day 4, so thankful

So lovely to wake to day 4. Have been to 6 meetings in 4 days and have been open to exchanging numbers and immediately texting these supportive people to thank them for reahing out. Even approached a woman on my own because I liked her aura. Neighbor came over last night with two beers. Declined, "morefor you!" and really only said no because it was just one beer and I knew having only one, with no more afterward (no liquor in house and all stores closed) would drive me crazy all night. I really encourage anyone who's struggling to try AA. It's warm, there's laughter, no judgement, and a network ready to provide you with hope and support. Feeling so good. Baby steps.