Day 4, hard today

Today was difficult not thinking of conceiving, it really took a ton of effort to NOT think of me being pregnant. I prayed and tried to keep my mind focused.  These are the days that seem very hard.  I do realized that I really enjoy exercise, it makes me feel good that i can take care of my body! I have gained weight however! I need to get focused! Anyhow I pray for my healthy baby blessing that one day I WILL have and enjoy my little sweetie in my arms.  I 'lll get to hold my precious child, kiss it, and one day be able to bring this inferitility journey to an end.  Hopefully, I would have learned everything it is to learn while going through this trial.  I truly pray that my light at the end of tunnel will become brighter everyday!