Day 30: Sunday
OMG. Just OMG.
Got meds at midnight. Slept okay last night, though was very late getting to bed. 2am. Got right to sleep though. Up at nine for DS1's baptism and that went wonderfully! Great service and he did so well! (He's somewhat terrified of water.)
Was not so much tired today as terrified. Not the entire time, though. Had to read over fifteen articles for tonight's exam. Then found out had to turn in paper proposal, too. No more trusting the prof's emails. Stick to reading the syllabus first! Didn't think I'd get it all done, but I did. Managed to get my board replies, exam, and proposal turned in with 30 minutes to spare to deadline. This had me very irritable, easily over-stimulated and freaked out all afternoon. Anxiety was off the charts. Pain is about six today. Fatigue about 4. Confusion about 5.
Realization: I cannot keep doing this with full time work unless I better organize my time (read: deny all fun activities). Hm.
Got meds at midnight. Slept okay last night, though was very late getting to bed. 2am. Got right to sleep though. Up at nine for DS1's baptism and that went wonderfully! Great service and he did so well! (He's somewhat terrified of water.)
Was not so much tired today as terrified. Not the entire time, though. Had to read over fifteen articles for tonight's exam. Then found out had to turn in paper proposal, too. No more trusting the prof's emails. Stick to reading the syllabus first! Didn't think I'd get it all done, but I did. Managed to get my board replies, exam, and proposal turned in with 30 minutes to spare to deadline. This had me very irritable, easily over-stimulated and freaked out all afternoon. Anxiety was off the charts. Pain is about six today. Fatigue about 4. Confusion about 5.
Realization: I cannot keep doing this with full time work unless I better organize my time (read: deny all fun activities). Hm.
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