Day 30 Is In The Books.....
As of about an hour ago, my 30 day long Daily Strength goal plan, a plan that was set to help me stop visiting places that were once special to my ex-fiance and myself, places when visited after her departure only brought me pain, hard memory's, visual reminders of time's that were "once was"!
As I end this goal plan, and now have none to live by, I contemplate what I will do next! I have to admit, staying away from the old spots has brought me a certain level of both mental and emotional peace. I'm not in as bad shape I was was during the times of the visiting the spots! For the most part I feel kind of better now, yes, memory's have come up within my own head, some good, some painful, but I don't think Daily Strength has a goal plan for taking ones head off their body and putting it on a shelf for 30 days, so I've dealt with some mental memory's!
All I know is that I've stayed away from these places for 30 days, I'm feeling I can probably stay away from them some more! We will see.......
As I end this goal plan, and now have none to live by, I contemplate what I will do next! I have to admit, staying away from the old spots has brought me a certain level of both mental and emotional peace. I'm not in as bad shape I was was during the times of the visiting the spots! For the most part I feel kind of better now, yes, memory's have come up within my own head, some good, some painful, but I don't think Daily Strength has a goal plan for taking ones head off their body and putting it on a shelf for 30 days, so I've dealt with some mental memory's!
All I know is that I've stayed away from these places for 30 days, I'm feeling I can probably stay away from them some more! We will see.......
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