Day #3- Was a struggle, but a success!

Day #3 ended with success, and I am here on Day #4 journaling about the constant struggle I am feeling.  I am at the point where I have gotten to many times before.  I have made it a few days without gambling, and now, my addicted brain is telling me things like "go celebrate your success! Just gamble a little"  or "What is just 20 bucks or so going to do" I feel in a constant struggle to not go, and keep busy with other activities to help keep my mind off of it.  Tomorrow will be really hard...I have all morning to myself as my husband is at work and daughter is at school.  I am taking it day by day, and the remembering the good feeling of NOT going...and remembering the horrible feeling of regret when I do go.  Hoping this will be enough to get me through the next few days.  So close to making it a week...!