Day 3 horrible morning

Went to visit my boyfriend in Brazoria county jail about 40-45 mins away from my house. I visited him last week and it was fine. I am not allowed to visit since I was released from the same jail within 6 weeks time. They said last week my ticket information hadnt been fully processed through the system so I was able to go. It's just frustrating. I'm almost broke and I wasted $8 of gas money and it's emotionally frustrating. I immediately wanted a drink but reminded myself that wouldnt help. I drove home alot faster than when I left. 
Going to community service orientation today at 1 so that will help distract me. I just wanted him to know that I'm staying on track and give him some hope and happiness while he's in that depressing and lonely place. 
Poop.