day 3 back to normal

I feel better today again.When I look at what I did, telling my group the deepest, darkest of my past, It had me totally messed up for 2 to 3 days , I guess I should have expected that.I am sure that it is not over but maybe not as gut wrenching . Hanging out with friends tom. night and looking forward to it. Spring has started here and my yard has stated blooming. The weather puts me in a good mood. After work today had to go for a run and I made it a hard run. Got a qick 4 miles in and was late for my church grp but thats cool. I know I have good friends that are there for me. I knew that it would just take time to get plugged in again. I am good with meeting people it just takes time to start being a part of. Also trusting these friends when I am the most vulnerable creates that feeling  part of something.I am truly grateful.