Day 2 early morning

I am the mountain.  I feel solid.  It's day two.  Since the 24th, I've drank not every day, a day here and a day there and two days here or there without any real desire to recommit. Last Tuesday, I called and made an appt with a psychologist who specializes in substance abuse.  I, of course, drank the next day and the next, but this Friday I sat down and recommitted, reset.  I'm trying to keep my mind in neutral, not following the line of good or bad thoughts....just neutral.  I'm going to sit here for a bit.
I am not in the same spot as when I quit the first time.  My mindset is different and more resilient.  My body is healthier.   This isn't a begin again from the beginning.  This is a new start from a stronger position and maybe help with some insights from an outside source.
Today is day 2.  May I know safety.  May I be mentally liberated.  May I make friends with my body.  May I have ease of well being.  I am the tree, not the leaves.  I am the mountain, and I am solid.  To beginning again.