Day 16 of 20mg

Well i feel ok today.  Sometimes i really wonder what makes our brains chemically imbalanced.  It sucks.  My sister suffers bad depression, my mom is a crazy anxiety panic person.   I cant imagine what they did in the old days when no one really knew what mental disorders were.  i guess they did eletric shock therapy.  Well i am in the process of still looking for a job.  I am sure being out of work doesnt help with anxiety at all.  I am constantly worried about bills and how to pay them.  But today has been a good morning so far and i hope it continues