Day 16 - Mixed Messages?!?!? You think??

At least you kept your word that you'd come home after work so we could talk. Granted, you talked to her the whole way home.  You apologize for sending me mixed messages - if that's not an understatement.  You did not mince your words when you told me it was over, done, no saving the marriage.  Then we're apart for a week and you call every day to say you don't know what you want and you want to try to make it work. But yet, there are pictures of her on your phone. And you tell me it's only an emotional affair at this point. Nothing physical because you still want to be with me. 

Are you just waiting to make sure you have a place to stay when I finally wake up and ask yoi to leave?  I'm so messed up in the head right now. Are you afraid of telling me you've already slept with her? As if you could hiry me any more.

Even if we decide to stay together, I would never trusr you and will always be leery of your actions.