Day 14 - Getting through this

So Its coming to the end of Day 14, once again its been another difficult day as I have had a day off work - find these the hardest. Since my last post I have admitted to my mum that I relapsed a few weeks ago and have quit drinking as well as smoking again. I ended up being really open with her however I think I have put a lot of my worry and stress on her now, shes says she'll do anything at all to support me which I know she will I just hope she can get through this as well. I put her through a lot already when I used to drink so I don't want to put her through anymore stress now.
Looking for AA groups in my area and the places I'm night stopping for work now so I'm trying to look to the future! I've been having a lot of cravings today, seem to get them worse on my days off so I'm looking forward to work again on Saturday so I can keep my mind occupied.