Day 12 of self discovery

So, I took a 4 day week off from the summer camp!  I need a break!! We have 3 weeks until teachers have to go back to school and I cant beleive it. I did well this week with the body part of my journey I worked out everyday, but I did eat chinese last night, but I am doing a 2 day cleanse.  I am quite proud of the fact that I am learning to tap into my "happy place" when thoughts of discouragement comes.  My happy place is finding and doing the things I enjoy and focusing only on that.  Sometimes its so hard but self talk works so well.  I find myself asking myself are you going to let this get the best of you, most of the time the answer is no.  I plan on not "trying" until September's cycle.  I feel good becuase I'm not freaking out over it!! This is such a hard struggle but I do hope it comes to an end soon!