Day 12 evening
Not too bad of a day. Tomorrow is my Friday and I'm looking forward to the weekend. I really need a bit of a rest. I may go over to a friends tomorrow night, but an offered trip to the big city on Monday...I have to decline not because of drinking, but just the need to rest and keep things small right now. Going to the friends tomorrow night will be mellow, and we haven't gotten together in awhile. It'll be nice. I'm afraid the big city invitee is offended. It can't be helped.
After work I had a thought of the liquor store but it was nothing more than that. Also today I had to go to my bank after work. It is one block directly across from my bank. I noted the liquor store as I turned, and that was it. A part of me wouldn't mind stopping, but at this time it is not the loudest part. That's good.
Dinner is cooking right now. I'm happy to be home. I want to just relax...maybe catnap my way through a show or two. I will exercise tonight. I am pretty sore from the day before. I am thinking every other day for right now. Later I could do three on four off or something along those lines.
All I can really say is that I'm tired which makes sense. Been working real hard at work, working real hard at staying sober and working hard at making some changes. It's my Thursday. I'll come into my Friday and it will go by really fast. I'll have to go to my friend's at 7 tomorrow, and then the weekend will be open to naps or hiking or tv shows and movies or herbs and vegetables.
I do not drink. I am committed to making a life change. I want and need a life change. I am the tree. I am not the leaves. If you had quit one day earlier, you could have had your 13th day on Friday the 13th with a full moon. Talk about poor planning. I do not drink.
After work I had a thought of the liquor store but it was nothing more than that. Also today I had to go to my bank after work. It is one block directly across from my bank. I noted the liquor store as I turned, and that was it. A part of me wouldn't mind stopping, but at this time it is not the loudest part. That's good.
Dinner is cooking right now. I'm happy to be home. I want to just relax...maybe catnap my way through a show or two. I will exercise tonight. I am pretty sore from the day before. I am thinking every other day for right now. Later I could do three on four off or something along those lines.
All I can really say is that I'm tired which makes sense. Been working real hard at work, working real hard at staying sober and working hard at making some changes. It's my Thursday. I'll come into my Friday and it will go by really fast. I'll have to go to my friend's at 7 tomorrow, and then the weekend will be open to naps or hiking or tv shows and movies or herbs and vegetables.
I do not drink. I am committed to making a life change. I want and need a life change. I am the tree. I am not the leaves. If you had quit one day earlier, you could have had your 13th day on Friday the 13th with a full moon. Talk about poor planning. I do not drink.
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