Day 11, Came Close To Breaking My Goal Plan!
Well so far we are now firmly inside day number 11, in regards to me making a choice a while back in regards to not visiting certain places around town, that at one time were of great importance and a great sentimental value to myself and my ex-faince. I'm staying away from those places due to the emotionally hurtful memory's that those places stir up in me.
But 2 days ago, I almost broke down and almost threw this Daily Strength goal plan out the window! For on the evening of this past November-3rd was exactly the three month mark since my ex-fiance walked out of what was once "our" front door, boarded an Airport shuttle van and was whisked to the Airport, where she boarded a plane and flew off back to Ohio to move back in with dear old Mom & Dad.
So a couple days back, in light of reaching the three month mark, I was deciding if perhaps going to one of our old "special spots" was in order, to kind of help usher in this date on the calendar, perhaps reminisce and take a stroll down memory lane! Nope, thought it over real good and decided I can usher it in and usher it out right from the comfort of my new home.
So I was pleased with myself that night, when my head hit the pillow and as I was falling asleep, I didn't have to worry about kicking myself in the ass for breaking my goal plan, I was glad to have kept the plan and have one less negative thing on my mind. But now we're inside day number 11.......now just to make it to day number 12!
But 2 days ago, I almost broke down and almost threw this Daily Strength goal plan out the window! For on the evening of this past November-3rd was exactly the three month mark since my ex-fiance walked out of what was once "our" front door, boarded an Airport shuttle van and was whisked to the Airport, where she boarded a plane and flew off back to Ohio to move back in with dear old Mom & Dad.
So a couple days back, in light of reaching the three month mark, I was deciding if perhaps going to one of our old "special spots" was in order, to kind of help usher in this date on the calendar, perhaps reminisce and take a stroll down memory lane! Nope, thought it over real good and decided I can usher it in and usher it out right from the comfort of my new home.
So I was pleased with myself that night, when my head hit the pillow and as I was falling asleep, I didn't have to worry about kicking myself in the ass for breaking my goal plan, I was glad to have kept the plan and have one less negative thing on my mind. But now we're inside day number 11.......now just to make it to day number 12!
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