Day 10, 11,12, 13, 14
Shame on me for slacking so bad with my journal entries! Good news though...I am winning!!! WooHoo!!! I am preemptively writing this entry under the assumption that I am going to get through my dinner tonight with success. God is with me. I feel His love and blessed by Him with strength.
It was my last night at the Pub tonight. I only worked there for 6+ months, but my co-workers were so touched by my presence there. They made me a cake AND opened a bottle of champagne! I feel so much love and gratitude for you God because I know you enabled me to touch these people's lives and it is such a beautiful thing. I know I sound cheesy to anyone reading this, but whatever, I am experiencing a joy in my heart I have denied myself of my entire life. Now that I've stop caring about what other people think and started following my heart to trust in God, my LIFE has changed! It truly is amazing. I pray I never loose this feeling. For the first time in my life, I actually love myself. and with a deep love. Its so beautiful. Thank you so much God for blessing me with this life of learning, growing and loving myself (and others). I never thought it would be possible. But now I never want to let let this feeling go. THANK YOU x Infinity God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It was my last night at the Pub tonight. I only worked there for 6+ months, but my co-workers were so touched by my presence there. They made me a cake AND opened a bottle of champagne! I feel so much love and gratitude for you God because I know you enabled me to touch these people's lives and it is such a beautiful thing. I know I sound cheesy to anyone reading this, but whatever, I am experiencing a joy in my heart I have denied myself of my entire life. Now that I've stop caring about what other people think and started following my heart to trust in God, my LIFE has changed! It truly is amazing. I pray I never loose this feeling. For the first time in my life, I actually love myself. and with a deep love. Its so beautiful. Thank you so much God for blessing me with this life of learning, growing and loving myself (and others). I never thought it would be possible. But now I never want to let let this feeling go. THANK YOU x Infinity God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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