Day 1 of my goal!

Today i went to acupuncture (Kelly) for the 1st time in over a month...actually maybe longer. I’m wiped out from it but in a good way. It’s expensive but i really should go at least every other week, i feel better emotionally and I’m less stressed out when i go. Plus it’s supposed to help assist with the ivf. I also took my prenatal vitamins a little while ago which i haven't done for a long time because of my depression. I know i shouldn't do neglect myself like that but I’ve always been guilty of letting my emotions get the best of me. I really need this ivf round to work. I go in for my blood work and ultrasound on 5/16 then will be starting the estrogen patch. I’m starting to worry that they'll find something wrong with my blood work or a cyst in my uterus that will prevent me from starting. I really need to stop worrying; it's not going to do me any good. Another goal i should try to achieve...forgive myself for being stressed. Won’t take away the stress, but it’ll prevent me from stressing about being stressed. Best I can do for now. Today I feel like I'm a little more ready to come out of my hibernation than I was yesterday. (Been avoiding friends for several weeks now). 
I really do love this site. Very rare that I can put myself out like this and not feel like I'm going to get criticized or be thought of as crazy! :)