Day 1 Here

Day 2 sober and my anxiety is off the charts, my head is spinning, i'm worrying about every single little thing and i'm unable to enjoy anything or find any gratitude in this situation.
I started drinking as a way of self-medicating my mental health issues.  My doctor recommended that I stop drinking and start taking my medication properly (she has common sense that I clearly don't).
My heart is hammering, I feel dizzy and my anxiety medication isn't touching any of it.
I am feeling so alone and so angry right now!!!