Day 1 - Feeling I'll

I wasnt even planning to stop drinking today but waking up in someones house and physically not being able to move for hours because of drinking so much the night before was the last straw. Ive only been drinking 5 days this time since I last lapsed but IĀ found myself drinking just as much as I used to even though my tolerance is much lower. The pain I was in was horrendous and I dont think my body can handle this anymore making it even more dangerous than what it was
When I got home I chucked any bottles or drinks I had out, Im feeling so motivated and know I can do this, just need to set my mind to it.
I dont want to go back to that life, I make mistakes, I learn from them and now Im going to show everyone I can do this. Just keep moving forward!