Day 1: A New Beginning
Hello,
My name is Caitlin, I am a compulsive liar. I have ruined relationships with my family and very recently I lost my best friend, my lover, the one I would do anything for. He has been pushed around by my lies and lack of communication. My parents emotionally abuse me and constantly tell me I'm not trying hard enough at anything, and that I'm not good enough to find someone to love me.
I am done with feeling like I have to lie to people to get them to like me. Ive done it one too many times with the guy in my life and this morning he said that we are through. It kills me to think that I hurt him many times and that I hurt so much but I think he hurts even more.I need help, and don't know how to stop.
My name is Caitlin, I am a compulsive liar. I have ruined relationships with my family and very recently I lost my best friend, my lover, the one I would do anything for. He has been pushed around by my lies and lack of communication. My parents emotionally abuse me and constantly tell me I'm not trying hard enough at anything, and that I'm not good enough to find someone to love me.
I am done with feeling like I have to lie to people to get them to like me. Ive done it one too many times with the guy in my life and this morning he said that we are through. It kills me to think that I hurt him many times and that I hurt so much but I think he hurts even more.I need help, and don't know how to stop.
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