Day 1

Today has been a huge eye opener..finding these support groups has been so much already and it's only day 1. I'm feeling anxious today and that will settle over the next few days im hopeing. Woke up hungover and sick as a dog after a big bad binge and I'm finally ready to give sobriety a true shot. My drinking this year so far has got way pas out if control and has been some of the worst moments of my entire life. So over it..over blackouts..over embarrassing myself...over losing friends and family to stupid things I say and do when drunk..tired of disappointing my husband and children..and just not being there for them half the time. Out drinking  then DeaD sick on the couch in a shameful state. Today I will not drink and am feeling good knowing that. I've got this. Bring on tmrw! Looking forward to more time with my husband and kids .