Day 1

First day, AGAIN! Two bottles of wine every night for 5 years. Spent the last five years in denial. Looked in the mirror today and I've aged massively, put loads of weight on. My skin is covered in broken blood vessels. Alcohol has taken over my life and I don't know how to change that. I usually last about 3 days before I give in. The nightmares and restless nights kick in.