Dave\'s Law Strikes Again!
After being very ill and down last night, rushed to the docs and had all my meds increased, i'm today discharged from the day hospital? The world is madder than I am.I am more than slightly niggled by this as apparently i've had all my 1-1 sessions with my named nurse and therapist. Either i'm a total fruit cake or have the memory of a gold fish? but i'll be damned if i've seen a single person. My GP thankfully is a saint and is complaining and re refering me. Why do I still have to fight every step of the way???? If kharma is to be believed (Don't ask I can go on for hours with that subject) then i must have been someone like Menglar or a Nazi prison guard the way things are happening! I can't wait till my dues are paid!! Yep the horrible face below still fits but working on it at a different level. Just for interest I found a quote today from Etty Hillesum. She said this on her way to her death, aged twenty nine, in Auschwitz. "It is the only thing we can do, Klaas, I see no alternative, each of us must turn inward and destroy in himself all that he thinks he ought to destroy in others" The more I contemplate her wisdom the more humbled and unworthy I feel to be called a human being. What the hell do I have to moan about??? Then I read this quote by Aldous Huxly. It's a bit embarrassing to have been concerned with the human problem all one's life and to find at the end that one has no more to offer by way of advice than "Try to be a little kinder" What more can be said?
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Oh Dave, so sorry you are getting the mental health system runaround, if you were stateside, you\'d get the same or worse, unless you were my client. I value my clients and treat them as humans. Give them my undivided attention until I\'m assured they are okay. I love my job. As for your, kharma bit, LOL, I ALWAYS say I MUSTA BEEN HITLER OR GHENGIS KHAN IN MY FORMER LIFE!!! My God, how much more penance must we pay? Hopefully our debt is paid in full. In fact, I declare to the world that it is. Happiness from this moment forward, all bad karma aside.... onward Christian soldier!
Feel better sweetie.