daughter doing good in Reno Nv

My daughter is doing good at Reno Nv. She helps my sister clean house, and also she delivering phone books and she is laughing, when I called her she was laughing and talking happily. It made my heart feel good.
I still worry about her drinking, I think the problem would be that she will find a way to start drinking again. Its a terrible disease, I live with it every day here with my family and I don't like to watch my family slowly slip away each time they take a drink. Some one told me that alcoholism is a slow suicide, I believe it. It is not easy to watch as you see there health go and go and go. I wish that I could see my family succeed, instead of fail with the alcohol. I hope to see my daughter succeed.
Maybe being in an urban setting and away from the reservation, and away from where all her abuse took place will allow her to succeed, and prosper, which is all I want from her.
Maybe she will take back her love of singing. She had a wonderful voice at one time. I wish she would get back into it again. I know people who are brought up in troubled child hood atmosphere usually are very talented people.
Her talent is her voice. I love to hear her sing. I miss her laughter. I wish she would find herself. Even if she decides to stay down there, I hope she will find the strength to come and visit us here, her family.
I have 4 children all together, I wonder if I pay enough attention to the other children, or am I paying more attention to my oldest daughter. What can I do to make sure I am paying enough attention to all of my children?
I noticed that my aunt plays with my children, I am too busy or just plain too tired to play with my children. I make excuses not to play with my children. What are some things that a mom can do to encourage play. I quit playing about 5 years ago. I found it too hard to even give it thought until my aunt said she was playing store with my youngest. I realized they don't even have toys at my house, its completely void of childhood things.
How do I get things for them to learn and enjoy growing up. I spend so much time worrying about paying bills and paying down debt. That I forgot that I have children who need play time, even my 13 year old still finds ways to play.
The only thing I have around my house that is for them to enjoy is a trampolline, and a basket ball hoop. which they don't play on anymore because the trampoline is tearing now. And the hoop is on its side also and not played with.
I know that there has to be balance in my life, somewhere I lost my love of children, and only wanted to be by myself. I feel like I want my children to hurry up and grow up, and not be children. I need to get them to see that money doesn't equal fun.