Dating.....I'm not so sure

Having second thoughts. I am getting used to my new life. Nobody to answer to. Nobody to take care of. I have been married 2x's and raised 2 children mostly alone(due to divorce) and now its just me to worry about. I loved my husband, but marriage is a lot of work and yes I know this is only a date. But it could lead to another and then its a relationship and I'm not sure thats what I want. I have made it through the worst of my grief and just want to take care of myself now. It would be nice to have someone to go to dinner with and a movie here and there. But come on we all know eventually it becomes more than that. Oh goodness, I just dont know what to do.