Dating 2

I had one other time I was asked on a date. I was talking to a guy in school with me, and we decided to get to together. It didnt work and didn't work. Now we both wanted a little more to happen and when I thought about it I started shaking. I called it off, said I was too screwed up.


Every time I talk to someone about sex, or in school here rape or abuse, or sex... I shiver and shake a bit... I was on my phone on an account and I wanted to talk and me and a guy talked he started getting dirty, I went along with it... I started this shaking that I couldn't stop. I dropped my phone on my face I was shaking so hard. 


Has anything like this ever happened to you?