Dan a LOST SOUL
AFTER TRYING TO COMMIT SUICIDE TWICE THEY WANTED DAN TO GO TO A HOPSITAL IN WISCONSIN BUT HE DIDN'T WANT TO GO. THEN MY WIFE TOOK HIM TO A PLACE THAT HELPS FELONS FIND JOBS DOWNTOWN CHICAGO , PLUS HE WAS SEEING A DOCTOR. I SAW NO CHANGE IN HIM. ABSOLUTELY NONE. ACTUALLY, I NEVER SEEN A CHANGE EVEN AFTER ALL THE TREATMENT CENTERS, JAIL, COURTS, OVER DOSING, DRUG THERAPY, HOSPITALS, TALKING TO OTHER DRUG ADDICTS, DOCTORS, LAWYERS, COUNSELORS, FRIENDS, FAMILY MEMBERS, ETC. HE LACKS THE WILL TO ACHIEVE.
ANYWAY, MY WIFE CAN FLY FOR FREE AND ASK DAN IF HE WANTED TO GO TO NEW YORK RIGHT BEFORE EASTER, SINCE HE SEEMED VERY LONELY. LONG STORY SHORT, HE WOULDN'T GO BACK WITH HER. SHE BEG HIM BUT HE WOULDN'T GO. HE IS NOW LIVING ON THE STREETS IN NEW YORK CITY WITH NO ID, NO MONEY, NO CLOTHES, BUT THAT'S WHAT HE WANTS. HE DID CALL MY WIFE TO LET HER KNOW HE WAS ROBBED IN THE PARK WHILE SLEEPING, AND THEY STOLE HIS BACKPACK WITH HIS PHONE AND SOME CLOTHES. SHE FLEW THE NEXT DAY TO SEE HIM. HE STILL WOULDN'T COME BACK. i TOLD MY WIFE TO GIVE HIM $25 . I WASN'T TOO WORRIED ABOUT HIM BUYING DRUGS AND OVERDOSING ON $25. ANYWAY, WHEN MY WIFE GAVE HIM THE MONEY, HE WENT INTO A STORE, BOUGHT CIGARETTES AND RAN AWAY. AGAIN, NO PHONE, NO FOOD, AND JUST THAT BIT OF MONEY. THAT WAS 7 DAYS AGO. HE FACES COURT SUPERVISION HERE IN ILLINOIS WHICH HE DOESN'T CARE ABOUT, AND BELIEVE ME, THEY BENT OVER BACKWARDS TO HELP HIM. SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE. HE IS HANGING WITH OTHER PEOPLE WHO EAT OUT OF DUMPSTERS AND DO NOTHING. IT'S AMAZING IN A BAD WAY. WHY ????? HERE IS A KID WITH A HIGH IQ, NO PHYSICAL DISABILITIES, NON-VOILENT, ETC. AT LEAST NOW WE DON'T HAVE HIM STAYING UP ALL NIGHT AND WAKING US UP, CALLS BY THE POLICE, OR POLICE KNOCKING AT OUR DORR AT 4:00 AM CHECKING ON HIM ETC. IT'S VERY SAD BUT I KNOW WE TRIED EVERYTHING. I TOLD HIM HE JUST REPEATS THE SAME OLD PATTERN. WE ARE TRYING TO CLEAN AND FIX UP THE HOUSE. IT WAS SO SELF-DEFEATING BEFORE. HE WAS NON-VOILENT, BUT EXTREMELY SLOPPY AND IMPOSSIBLE.
WILL HE EVER GET IT?? I DON'T THINK SO? WHAT THIS A TROUBLE HOME. NO WAY, VERY LOVING AND NATURING.
WILL I GIVE UP HOPE? NO WAY. WILL I TIED MY DAILY LIFE TO HIM? CAN'T DO THAT ANYMORE. WE BOTH NEED TO LIVE AND BREATH AND ENJOY WONDERFUL MOMENTS IN THE DAY.
SAD ? YES! BUT I AM NOT GOING TO LIVE IN SADNESS, INSTEAD I AM GOING TO THINK ABOUT ALL THE WONDERFUL AND AMAZING THINGS WE DID TO HELP, AND HOW WONDERFUL A CHILD HE USED TO BE. I AM ALSO GOING TO FOCUS ON HOW WE OWE OURSELVES THE RIGHT TO A PEACEFUL AND LOVING LIFE.
I CAN'T CHANGE WHAT HE HAS BECOME, NO ONE CAN, EXCEPT HIM!
TO ALL OF YOU, I WISH YOU NOTHING BUT A PEACEFUL MIND AND WONDERFUL DAYS AHEAD!!
ANYWAY, MY WIFE CAN FLY FOR FREE AND ASK DAN IF HE WANTED TO GO TO NEW YORK RIGHT BEFORE EASTER, SINCE HE SEEMED VERY LONELY. LONG STORY SHORT, HE WOULDN'T GO BACK WITH HER. SHE BEG HIM BUT HE WOULDN'T GO. HE IS NOW LIVING ON THE STREETS IN NEW YORK CITY WITH NO ID, NO MONEY, NO CLOTHES, BUT THAT'S WHAT HE WANTS. HE DID CALL MY WIFE TO LET HER KNOW HE WAS ROBBED IN THE PARK WHILE SLEEPING, AND THEY STOLE HIS BACKPACK WITH HIS PHONE AND SOME CLOTHES. SHE FLEW THE NEXT DAY TO SEE HIM. HE STILL WOULDN'T COME BACK. i TOLD MY WIFE TO GIVE HIM $25 . I WASN'T TOO WORRIED ABOUT HIM BUYING DRUGS AND OVERDOSING ON $25. ANYWAY, WHEN MY WIFE GAVE HIM THE MONEY, HE WENT INTO A STORE, BOUGHT CIGARETTES AND RAN AWAY. AGAIN, NO PHONE, NO FOOD, AND JUST THAT BIT OF MONEY. THAT WAS 7 DAYS AGO. HE FACES COURT SUPERVISION HERE IN ILLINOIS WHICH HE DOESN'T CARE ABOUT, AND BELIEVE ME, THEY BENT OVER BACKWARDS TO HELP HIM. SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE. HE IS HANGING WITH OTHER PEOPLE WHO EAT OUT OF DUMPSTERS AND DO NOTHING. IT'S AMAZING IN A BAD WAY. WHY ????? HERE IS A KID WITH A HIGH IQ, NO PHYSICAL DISABILITIES, NON-VOILENT, ETC. AT LEAST NOW WE DON'T HAVE HIM STAYING UP ALL NIGHT AND WAKING US UP, CALLS BY THE POLICE, OR POLICE KNOCKING AT OUR DORR AT 4:00 AM CHECKING ON HIM ETC. IT'S VERY SAD BUT I KNOW WE TRIED EVERYTHING. I TOLD HIM HE JUST REPEATS THE SAME OLD PATTERN. WE ARE TRYING TO CLEAN AND FIX UP THE HOUSE. IT WAS SO SELF-DEFEATING BEFORE. HE WAS NON-VOILENT, BUT EXTREMELY SLOPPY AND IMPOSSIBLE.
WILL HE EVER GET IT?? I DON'T THINK SO? WHAT THIS A TROUBLE HOME. NO WAY, VERY LOVING AND NATURING.
WILL I GIVE UP HOPE? NO WAY. WILL I TIED MY DAILY LIFE TO HIM? CAN'T DO THAT ANYMORE. WE BOTH NEED TO LIVE AND BREATH AND ENJOY WONDERFUL MOMENTS IN THE DAY.
SAD ? YES! BUT I AM NOT GOING TO LIVE IN SADNESS, INSTEAD I AM GOING TO THINK ABOUT ALL THE WONDERFUL AND AMAZING THINGS WE DID TO HELP, AND HOW WONDERFUL A CHILD HE USED TO BE. I AM ALSO GOING TO FOCUS ON HOW WE OWE OURSELVES THE RIGHT TO A PEACEFUL AND LOVING LIFE.
I CAN'T CHANGE WHAT HE HAS BECOME, NO ONE CAN, EXCEPT HIM!
TO ALL OF YOU, I WISH YOU NOTHING BUT A PEACEFUL MIND AND WONDERFUL DAYS AHEAD!!
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