Damn It
Why am I such a slow learner. If you are halfway through a Journal entry and go wandering off to my messages you lose everything you've written. This is just what happened to me! Damn.
No great loss but it has me wondering why I repeat mistakes. Keep doing what always done, keep getting what always got.
I need to put mistakes behind me and take up these new habits, expecting better results.
I hit the Wall a bit today. The Why am I doing this wall, the It won't make any difference Wall, the I can't be bothered wall. I still took Arnie round the circuit and got my heart pumping and breath puffing. And now 300 words....some wag counted my words last time at 573 or somesuch.....I love the attention from people I don't know...i wish I did know them. The fantasy of the trip around America-someone else's life , sadly. Too expensive, so stresssful....not going to happen in this lifetime.
Talking with Ivan about money...it's one of my bugbears. What will happen to us when his savings run out?
Nothing else much to say, but I need to do a few more words to reach 300.
I have to get up early tomorrow for a work trip to the Police Communications Centre. Have to be up really early to get to bus at 7.56. Bugger. Don't fancy it much. We will be playing Bowls after lunch too, heigh ho whatever!
Meeting Suzanne today...not sure if Im in the right mood really-she is so busy and productive but I can't get out of it, at least Ive got my 300 words and personal tutor to tell her about! And my walking Arnie. And moving work. and Apii getting married, so I've got a bit to offer conversationwise. And crossword on line.
This isnt 300 words but I feel written out. I need to read stimulating books that have me asking myself the right questions, opening up new avenues for constructive thought.
If the way is hard to see, just got to keep pushing along the track and it will eventually open up. Maybe just the walking is what it's all about. Not where Im going to. And its also about fellow travellers, Ivan, Bryan and Arnie...I am lucky I always find friends to be with.
That's all for today. Another meandering masterpiece from Me!
No great loss but it has me wondering why I repeat mistakes. Keep doing what always done, keep getting what always got.
I need to put mistakes behind me and take up these new habits, expecting better results.
I hit the Wall a bit today. The Why am I doing this wall, the It won't make any difference Wall, the I can't be bothered wall. I still took Arnie round the circuit and got my heart pumping and breath puffing. And now 300 words....some wag counted my words last time at 573 or somesuch.....I love the attention from people I don't know...i wish I did know them. The fantasy of the trip around America-someone else's life , sadly. Too expensive, so stresssful....not going to happen in this lifetime.
Talking with Ivan about money...it's one of my bugbears. What will happen to us when his savings run out?
Nothing else much to say, but I need to do a few more words to reach 300.
I have to get up early tomorrow for a work trip to the Police Communications Centre. Have to be up really early to get to bus at 7.56. Bugger. Don't fancy it much. We will be playing Bowls after lunch too, heigh ho whatever!
Meeting Suzanne today...not sure if Im in the right mood really-she is so busy and productive but I can't get out of it, at least Ive got my 300 words and personal tutor to tell her about! And my walking Arnie. And moving work. and Apii getting married, so I've got a bit to offer conversationwise. And crossword on line.
This isnt 300 words but I feel written out. I need to read stimulating books that have me asking myself the right questions, opening up new avenues for constructive thought.
If the way is hard to see, just got to keep pushing along the track and it will eventually open up. Maybe just the walking is what it's all about. Not where Im going to. And its also about fellow travellers, Ivan, Bryan and Arnie...I am lucky I always find friends to be with.
That's all for today. Another meandering masterpiece from Me!
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