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she said maybe 6 months or a year from now of being alone to find myself  I can find the love that i had had you but how. She started it let out some of what is makeing her unhappy thinks like Childern the way we do things the and talk to them that I am not as motaved as she is fuck that I am putting her through school.We had agreed that she would go to school and I would work and after she finished school I could go and get it done WELL I GUESS THAT WAS A FUCKING LIE. SO I am unmotavied becouse I did not want to go to school while she was Im there and its bitting me in the ASS right know. She has also said that " Ive been relationships for 18 years and its allways been me &? orME@? now i want it just be ME.