damaged

Hello, well i compleeted my goal of getting my paper work done a long time ago.i just didnt write it in my journal.but i did comepleete my song damaged.so im ready to moveon to the video pretty soon.its just hard to lose the weight bc of my mom and living here and eating this crap they call food. i need a life.anywayz.im just concerneed bc im not sure if he filled out the paper work right thats why i wasnt feeling exited or anything.so anywayz regardless of how it was sent they still got it and they have 30 days to respond and im not going to wait it out its time to move on to the next goal which is the hardest of them all.Finding a lawyer. so, yesterday i can say i compleeted two goals. i finfished my song and i finished my paper work. two in one :)when do i have time to relax and somewhat celebrate? huhthats my problem... never.i dont wanna say i hate my life. but im feeling depressed. which reminds me its time to take my zoloft lol