Daily Update 4-20
I'm TIRED. Fighting off a panic attack and thoughts of cutting. Just your average night. (!!!) When will this end?
So, I was in calorie range today, and in range for carbs, proteins and fats too! Awesomeness. Though, I may have had one more Nature Valley Yogurt Granola bar than I wrote in - I lost track. :p
Tomorrow I see my therapist. Tomorrow night I talk w/my parents about the upcoming months. Options - I want to stay in Dallas but until the disability comes through, it's a financial burden on my parents. I'm supposed to know by May 1st if I'm staying here after June. Want to talk to my parents and come up with a back-up plan for if disability doesn't come through. I really don't want to move back in with them! Too many people, dogs and piles of clutter!
Did I say I was tired?
Oh, and I weighed myself this morning and was a pound and half heavier than last week. I may not start losing til after I'm completely off the prednisone, but I see the dermatologist on Thursday so hopefully he'll tell me to keep tapering off and be done in the next few weeks.
BTW - I'm tired.
So, I was in calorie range today, and in range for carbs, proteins and fats too! Awesomeness. Though, I may have had one more Nature Valley Yogurt Granola bar than I wrote in - I lost track. :p
Tomorrow I see my therapist. Tomorrow night I talk w/my parents about the upcoming months. Options - I want to stay in Dallas but until the disability comes through, it's a financial burden on my parents. I'm supposed to know by May 1st if I'm staying here after June. Want to talk to my parents and come up with a back-up plan for if disability doesn't come through. I really don't want to move back in with them! Too many people, dogs and piles of clutter!
Did I say I was tired?
Oh, and I weighed myself this morning and was a pound and half heavier than last week. I may not start losing til after I'm completely off the prednisone, but I see the dermatologist on Thursday so hopefully he'll tell me to keep tapering off and be done in the next few weeks.
BTW - I'm tired.
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