Daily Thoughts #2

In the middle of last week I told a friend that I didn't really feel like talking to him anymore because I'm not feeling so good mentally. I told him I will text him back when I'm feeling better . He says he understands and then A couple days ago he responded to a post that I posted on social media. I responded back to it and we were talking a little bit about that topic and then when he said something that I couldn't really reply to which was laughing emojis I stopped talking. The next day he told me good morning , I'm not a rude person so I said good morning back. I'm still not in a great headspace and I told him that I will text him when I'm ready but yet he continued to still carry on a conversation. I had to kindly tell him again that I don't feel like talking Despite him saying that I can vent to him and he will listen and all this stuff .

Yes my mental health is bad but I'm still talking to my other friends . As messed up as it sounds I think that the reason why I don't wanna talk to him is because we talk about the same thing every day, I trusted him with the situation about my boyfriend and his response was to break up with him and then both of us will feel better and the last reason is because I think it's my intuition telling me to stop talking to him. I know it's bad that I am talking to my other friends and claiming to him I don't want to talk but I absolutely DONT like when I say I don't wanna talk and then someone keeps pressuring me to talk. With my other friends when I tell them that I need space they give me that space because they know when I'm ready I will talk to them.