day 1
just got done talking myself from not killing myself again. trying to get the help i need so i dont hurt myself again cause i know i cant go on like this much longer and talking it to myself doesnt get myself far. i hope i will find the help i need soon. (thoughts to myself before i found and joined this sight.)
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I want you to know that those thoughts can go away for the most part. I was plagued with them for the majority of 9 years and have been mostly free of them for the past year. I still feel like I want to crawl into a hole and hide from the world sometimes, even that it would be easier to not be alive. I don\'t, however, get the thoughts and images of specific methods of killing myself any more or specific thoughts that \"I want to die\". It is such a relief and I thought it would never happen. I am so happy I didn\'t kill myself, even though I felt so strongly it was the right thing to do at the time.
Please hold on, there is always hope.